so tomorrow is cage cleaning day! I am waiting an extra day cause I have someone coming to pick up (buy) Lighting and Sophie as a pair. I usually don't do this but I am requesting that they keep in touch so i can keep tabs on how they are doing. yeah one more cage I can  use for prego sows. so my plan of who will be going with who will hopefully work.  I like to change it up every so often so that everyone gets new sceanry every now and again.

as for other things...

boys are home tomorrow no daycare so no peace for me. but then after the parade on friday morning they will be staying with their dad so i get a night of fireworks to myself. alright!!!! so tonight my son has made up his mind that we just have to go to church (also his school) for bible school. now that fine for them to go i see it as a good thing for them but me I'm not into that anymore. adults don't have fun like I did when i was a kid. on the good side of it they have free food before hand. no cooking for me will get me to go even if i don't want to. shoulder is bothering me but I'm almost pain med. free haven't taken any as of yet today but see it in the near future. I do take it on physical therapy days.  well my phone is acting up must go and chat with them to get it fixed.

so here are the three boars that my simba contributed to and also mom. the pigture of mom is not the best but my camera decided the batteries i have in my house are not good enough for it.


now on to vegging out on the couch for a while.

despite my best efforts and the horrah we had yesterday evening they did not pull through the night. I am exhausted from all this. I know i did everthing possible to help them along  so now i'll just have to hope the next set will be better. i will have to break the bad news to the boys this morning. another thing to stress me out but its for the best i guess they just were not ment to be here at this time. so thats my news for now. later on today I will be posting better news with pigtures of the four piggies that will be residing here from now on. three were from a breeding to kismets sow all boars but cute little things and since her situation deems no pets and she will be able to feel good knowing she has one more slot at her moms house I have also taken in meradith. of course she is so cute i would always make room for her to stay here. so pigtures of them will be up later today after i get all my running done.

well! just when i give up they both one at a time decide its time to wake up and stand. well i guess since they are not ready to give up neither will I. I guess they just need lots of sleep. the second to do this would not let me put him down. I would put him down and he would arch his head up and squeak very softly so i would pick him up and he would settle and start sleeping.  spoiled already he is. so the first one cuddled up and is sleeping. I have both in a small box with a towel in it for bed and to wrap them in. i tell you these little buggers want me to have a heart attack.  the other is on his way to sleeping too. uhhhg why did they have to scare me so! well i hope that this is not just a last harah and then they decide to go. I am with mixed feelings now! 

so despite my good efforts the two pups have gone downhill. i don't think they will make it through the night. all i can say is i'll just have to wait and try again maybe next time things will turn out better. i am still going to put effert in to these two but i don't think its going to help. they don't even move around anymore. i'm sad but things happen and they weren't meant to be. so now i'm going to go and be sad. 

for now the babies are going through enough stress having to be picked up every two hours to feed so i took pictures of them in the cage. I know you all are waiting to see them so here they are.
they are very small compared to mom. the verdict is still out with the one if it is a coronet or not if it is not a silkie then the crest is not very good. the other is very noticeable.

so panosh had her pups today bad news two did not make it but two are doing ok at the moment. mom seems to not want to be bothered as of yet with them. I had to towel them off again cause they were clean but not clean enough. so they are 2oz each (i know very small) they both look to be boars. but that could change cause they are so small. i am keeping a very close eye (cage is at my side) on how momma does with them if it seems they are not getting feed i will feed them every two hours or so. well must get back to them. i knew she was going to have them but didn't expect it being today. pics. when i feel they are strong enough.

revised one is a coronet the other is a silkie.  both a black/ white. mom seems to be ok with them snuggling with her.  is there a way to tell if they are getting anything from her? i checked her while trying to get one to nurse and I'm not sure if she has milk or not.

so i picked this up at a yard sale today for $15. it will work good for my piggies.

the out side part has wire on the bottom but can be removed. the bottom tray can be pulled out for easy cleaning. i figure with part of it being solid wood the "outside" part could stay wire and be ok. whats your thinking on this. and no it will not be outside I plan on cleaning it up and then using it  inside so I can stack a bin or two on top of it. I know i need to build normal cages but then this will make its way to the yard for play time for them.

ok so went to get food for the piggies and ended up rescuing a momma that is by my guess due in 4-5 weeks. saved sisters from brother too by having them separate dad and brother who by the way was doing his rumble strut to them (baby girls about 3-4 weeks old). my pet store around me is a small store and they hardly ever have guineas there they usually send people my way instead but this was a drop off to them. so now mom resides with me. so now for the great reveal then off to clean cages and get her in with permanent cage buddies until the said due date arrives or becomes closer.


and yes i know she is an american! after birth and weaning they will all be finding new homes. just knew the pet store would not be able to accommodate for prego sow. 

so
skcavies
said shoot away with her ideas well here are the ones i did do! oh and by the way my camera will not take pictures in macro on a black background as i will note below!

so thats some of the little one's that have taken over my home and heart.

if you ever become stumped to name a pet here is a great site to look through.http://www.20000-names.com
you could name ALMOST ANYTHING with this site.

well i was feeling panosh today and now i am sure she is expecting. this will be her first litter. I'm guessing that she still has 3 weeks to go. so now i can look forward to blk/white coronet babies to start my showing career. both of the soon to be rents (panosh and adonis) have golden agut and white in the lines. panosh has tort and white in hers as well so I could get other colors but thats great g-rents.  both have silkie in the lines as well but I;m guessing coronet is dominant. they also have the same father not mom though. on their dads side (g-ma) is a bis, bob, and bsr. so i have good lineage. they both come from lines of red rock, kkk, and kountry kabin. for those of you who know who they are. they are both from debonaires. I have another sow from her as well that is in with adonis  her name is callisto. she has more silkie in her lines as well as tort and white. but closer up in her lines so that will be the litter I'm not as sure what I will get. she also comes from kkk, red rock, and greener acres. her dad kkk's sam got ris and bsr. I could have shown adonis but I needed to get on the move for pup's. panosh was born in october and was in need of breeding right away. adoins and callisto were both born in jan. so i felt it was time for her to join the wonderful world of motherhood. I am not going to get wrapped up in the excitement of birth cause we all know a watched pot never boils! welp thats my news for today.

this week has reminded me why i was able to live without a man for the past two years. so you would think that my ex would lay off for a week or two due to my surgery. not! what an ass. this is why I don't want to be in any kind of relationship. men are asses and they seem to know just when the best time to strike is. I am so fed up with them its not funny they could all go to hell and It would not hurt me one bit. I probably will be alone for the rest of my life which is a long time because I have to be reminded every day of the ass i decided to have kids with. I love my boys but sometimes i wish I could go back in time and not have had kids with the prick i once called my husband. granted he has done a lot for me and the boys but I just can't live for the next 15 years listening to his degrading mouth. you know what, i can do this alone i can live this way if it means me not having to hear some ass telling me I'm worthless and what I can and cannot do. uggh! i am so done with them all. he makes me feel as though I'm not worth being loved by any man. I know not all men are like that but I don't have the energy to find one that is good. let alone i feel as though its wasted time just looking.

ok ok I have to cool down and stop ranting it gets me steaming just thinking about it. so I have soo much i want to do to my yard and house. its driving me batty that i can't just start on a project. I am so bored i just want to be back to normal so i can have something to do. I'm going crazy knowing i can't even do normal everyday things.  

so shower is done wahooo! i was able to maneuver through it myself although i had boys on the back burner just in case. i still have tape sticky on me but doc. said to cover the shoulder as to not have water blasting directly on the wounds. plus cannot reach over to that side of my back to get to it. my neighbor next door is in studies to be a physical ther. actually met him before i bought my house. so i asked what were some good things to do for now to keep it from totally stiffing up on me. my doc. wants to wait on ther. but i know the more i do now the less time it will take later. although i'm only doing little things that are safe to do at this point. i love it when you know people and they are kind enough to give help. well i'm going to log off and catch the movie on disney called "camp rock". yes I'm still a kid at heart. proud of it too.   

under cut to take up less space. but here's what my shoulder looks like!


there is one of my right arm too and what the iv did.

here are a few poems under cuts that i have written over the years. yes it was me! if you like them and wish to use them for anything you need to contact me before doing so.

( a mother. )


( all is silent )

( father )




hope you liked them! I have more but these are some of my fav.'s

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